At the risk of being a slut, I posted an ad at a site (won’t say which… tryin’ to be anonymous). I’m not usually like that, but I’ve only had action once since the break up in March–so really, you can’t blame me. πŸ˜‰ Of course, with such things comes a lot of emails, but not always follow-through. Did manage to meet up with a guy last night, though, and it was nice. Got some feet & bondage action goin’ on! He wasn’t quite my physical ideal, though, and although I enjoyed myself, I actually ended up enjoying post-“emissions” (heh heh heh) conversation with him more, believe it or not. He smoked, which made kissing him a bit awkward. Not into that, really. Oh, these pics are not him… I would never do that (unless the guy wanted me to)! Just representative of how the evening went. πŸ˜‰ Other guys are now queued up, but it remains to be seen if they’re money’s really where their cock/feet say they are. πŸ˜‰ This is the first weekend where I’ve had some free time, and I’m going to do something, damit.

On a non-slut end, there may actually be a prospect or two in relationship stuff. Not necessarily LTR, but hopefully friends and dating… maybe more, but it’s obviously too early to say anything at the moment. I met up with a guy who actually authored a fairly famous book a few years ago, and is starting to establish himself in the Hollywood scene (though not as an actor, more of a writer–though he has appeared on TV before). While he’s not particularly famous yet, he does “hobnob” with B/C list celebrities frequently, such as Margaret Cho & Kathy Griffin. Am I impressed by all this? Not really… as I’ve gotten older, and seen more in LA, it’s just more networking. There was a time I probably would’ve been dying about all this, but now it’s just sort of “Hey, that’s neat.” In any case, he seems like a very nice guy. Problems? Okay, (1) I’m not sure if he “connects” with me, (2) he seems a tricky guy to read, (3) he seems very busy. Addressing the problems in reverse order: (3) I actually don’t necessarily mind a busy schedule. I have one myself. On the other hand, it did take us over 3 weeks of missed emails & phone calls before we finally met in person. That’s a while, even for me. (2) Although he is friendly, something about him seemed guarded. Which may connect back to (1), which is the item bugging me the most. Not much I can do about that… gotta be myself, and if it doesn’t work, it doesn’t work. Don’t know if he’s “the one”, but even so, I would like to get to him better. Now I just have to see if he feels the same way.

There is another guy on the line up. I just saw him about 4 days ago, and haven’t met him yet, but he left a hilarious email for me that sounded really promising. Of course, this has all happened before, and I’ve been screwed (and not in my wannabe slutty way) before. So cautious optimism. But my instinct feels pretty good about this guy, and I do have to add that my instincts haven’t been giving me good readings on most of those other guys… just this one (so far). He’s out of town this weekend visiting family, but says we should try to meet up early next week. Let’s see how this one goes…

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