So a couple of weeks ago, I posted my current thoughts about the word “faggot”. A very kind reader tried to comment, but my comments don’t seem to be working. (In the future, if you’d like to comment, just email me directly.) So he sent me his thoughts, and with his permission and name redacted, here’s his response. To me, it’s pretty hot.
Hi
In ‘real life’ I don’t like the word ‘faggot’, but my submissive side gets very turned on by the use of the word; this is for 2 reasons, 1 – It makes me feel very degraded and worthless and 2 – It feeds into my fantasy of being a slave to a straight guy (which is why I’ve never asked my husband to use the word, it’s more for fantasy/porn/internet masters).
To put this into context, here is my ultimate fantasy:
I’d be in the changing rooms at the local gym/leisure centre
The straight jocks would come in from football
Off come the socks
I’d be trying not to stare at their manly sweaty feet in shin pads
One would notice
Look over, I’d look away
They’d carry on their macho conversation
Then he’d spot me again
And would ask what I’m looking at
I’d deny
The others would now be paying attention
There’d be 5/6
All mid 20’s
Fit bodies
Big feet
All at this point in various states of undress
But all in shin pads
The ringleader would say to the others ‘I think we’ve got a faggot here lads, I’ve seen him staring at my feet!’
The others would laugh and shake their heads
Ringleader would come over and lift his foot to within an inch of my face
Then he’s say ‘you like that fag’
Then he’d spot my hardon
‘Fuckin ell lads he really does like it, he’s getting fuckin lob on’
He says ‘get on the floor’
I sit still like a statue
Then he grabs my hair and says ‘Lay on the fuckin floor’
I comply
He rubs his feet on my face and mocks my increasing hardon
‘If he likes them so much he can save the gym some water guys’
He instructs me to lick them clean
I comply, a little scared
The gang are laughing
Ringleader is pressing firmly on my face and telling me how pathetic I am for getting off on this
‘Come on guys, let him clean yours too’
They take it in turns at forcing me to lick their feet clean
All are enjoying the ridiculousness
Ringleader keeps telling me to lick harder and clean better
And kicks me with his bare foot
‘Look at his cock’
He presses his foot very firmly on my cock (I’m in my shorts)
All have now had their feet satisfactorily cleaned
‘This queer’s unbelievable’
‘Right guys into the showers’
Ringleader picks up all the sweaty football socks from the floor
He tells me to sit on the bench
He rams one of the socks into my mouth
Uses another to tie it round my face to keep it in
It’s intoxicating
He uses the other socks to tie my legs together, wrists together and tie me to the bench
I can‘t move
He rips my vest, shorts and underwear off,
They are now un-wearable
I’m naked tied to the bench with 12 stinky football socks
The guys are showering, I can hear them larking about
They come out
Drying themselves , laughing at the hilarity of me tied there
Especially my raging hardon
They are all so hot and I watch as they dry and dress.
‘Did you enjoy that?’
I can’t speak
They pack their gym bags
One of the guyss says ‘Are we going to leave him like that?’
Ringleader says ‘fuck yeh, serves him right for perving’
All laugh
Ringleader says, ‘come on guys let’s go’
They head towards the door, then the ringleader turns around and says ‘hang on I need a slash’.
He approaches me, drops his shorts and underwear, stands on the bench and pisses all over me, leaving me utterly humiliated. They all leave.
If you liked this, he has his own tumblr that you can visit here.
