So I actually have a birthday approaching. Turning closer to 50. (Not quite there yet, lol. But close.) It seems hard to believe, because I don’t feel or feel that old… which I think is a good thing, actually.
But I am finding that while I enjoy posting my porn/kinky side, I’m getting a bit less interested keeping up with the posting of it (aside from this blog). I haven’t exactly been posting much on my twitter lately, and maybe it’s because many of my priorities are going elsewhere (some of which are regular, non-kinky life). I also haven’t been engaging with cyber slaving nearly as much as I used to.
They say the male libido generally slows down as you get older. I still do manage to jerk off quite a lot, but I will confess my interest in general sex is waning a bit… mainly because it’s so much of a coordinated effort in time and scheduling. I’m finding I’m getting more satisfaction from slowing things down in general, and spending a bit more alone time.
Strangely enough, after doing it for so long, the blog feels pretty second nature and intuitive. It’s not much work for me. So I do plan to continue it. But aside from that, my heart isn’t as into it as it once was. We’ll see if the drive returns more in time… often, life cycles through peaks and valleys. But at the moment, I’m enjoying a bit of a sense of cruise control.
Your blog is awesome and we are privileged to see it. So thank you for the regular updates. We’ll always be pleased to see them, so post as much or as little as you like, we’ll always be glad of your work.
Thanks so much!