As you know if you’re a frequent visitor to the blog, I do indulge in quite a bit of cyber play. I have quite a bit of it still to post (it gets backlogged quickly!).
Of late, however, I really haven’t been doing much cyber play at all. And I’m not really quite sure why. There is the fact that work and personal life has been busy, to be sure. And continues to be. But I often feel I have made time for it in the past, and I really haven’t been as much lately.
There certainly isn’t any shortage of slaves willing to play. I have my usuals, as well as many who dabble for a short time. Still, I can’t quite find the energy to engage in cyber play as much as I used to.
I think part of it, aside from the business, is that I feel I’ve exhausted myself a bit creatively. After all, since the slave is generally working on his own, there’s only so much you can have a person do to themselves before you run out of ideas. I do think that may be a large part of it. If you look back at my cyber posts, you can see I’ve had them do all sorts of things to themselves. Many I’m quite proud of, I must say. But perhaps I’m feeling a bit drained about what to do next.
Being a cyber Master can actually be quite demanding itself, draining, and occasionally time consuming. I think it must just be getting more difficult for me to keep up with.
I still do indulge from time to time, but it remains to be seen if the passion I once had for it returns and my energy gets renewed. In a way, I hope it does… I’ve had some great fun with a number of guys, both gay and straight.
